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This post is going to be a very dreadful one. And you might be offended or whatever. As you can see from below my first word is F! Note: Don't mind me!
F-ing BLOODY HELL! I am pissing off to a LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID! I bet he is younger than me la! Around 14 - 15 years old.
I don't know who the hell is him, so I'll name him the LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID.
Tsskkk!! Nowadays ahh, young children already know how to swear bad words and point middle finger. Tsk tsk tsk! *shake head left and right*
I just came back from Excapade with my mom and bro.
And it goes like this..
My mom, my bro and I went out from the Excapade entrance. I was pretty happy with the Excapade service at that time. Most of every each of the waiter and waitress greeted Thank You and Arigato-gozaimas at us when we were heading out.
Our car parked just right in front of the Excapade door. We 3 get onto the car. My mom was getting ready to start the engine..
SEKALI, there was a group of muslim kids walking passed by in front us (am sitting at the front sit) at the Excapade walk way there. So I keep looking at them because they walk in a group and like a gang bahh. It is not my first time seeing lahh, duh. They are all dress in black.. well majority la. And they even look darker, probably there no lights la. Am not being a racist, k. First I saw a couple holding hands, then at the back I think they are like friends.
And then there is this LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID keep looking towards at me while he was walking forward. Beside him were his friends walking with him. I kept looked at him since he also keep looking at my direction and I wonder what are they doing.
SEKALI,
ADA ORANG MAU CARI PASAL! SIAL!
The LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID POINTED MIDDLE FINGER towards me WHILE HE WAS STILL WALKING forward lagi.
KNN!
And immediately his friends beside him start running away from him as they would think that I will be assuming the-LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID-is-not-their-friend or they-don't-know-the-LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID. You think I don't know meh?!
Even though I know his friends running away from the LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID, the LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID MASIH TUNJUK MIDDLE FINGER-NYA KEPADA AKU!!
MAGU! And I start to feel very bu suang la. I keep looking at him and talk about him inside the car to my mom and my bro. My bro said he saw, but my mom didn't.
And I was expecting my mom to reverse and drive straight to the exit. Because when driving to the exit will pass by the Thai restaurant and a supermarket right. the LIFELESS LAKO MUSLIM KID is there and I wanted to point at him and show him a *shake head* of tsk-tsk-tsk sign which shows that looking down on him. But I didn't happen because my mom drive exit at the enter junction where you turn in to go straight to Excapade one. My mom thought there also can exit, and once see the sign, only enter allow.. Haha.
Back to that again..
CHI TAN AH! He is really such a lifeless kid! He is such a DICK-LESS and a DICKHEAD! F!
I feel like taking a broom or empty can or anything which will feel pain when throwing it at the person from a far distance.
If I was tough and strong enough like a man, I probably would go out from the car and share him and TUMBUK straight right at his mata or hidung or stomach or at his DICK! All would be better if am a macho one. (6)
Although am innocent one. And I shouldn't be bother so much. But HE IS WAY WRONG MAN! And I got very tek jui, okay. I didn't tek jui him also.
I feel like pulling and dragging his ears and make him realise what he did is wrong RIGHT IN FRONT of his parents. And apologize at me. Speaking of his parents, I am very pity for them to have a son like this. Tsk, tsk, tsk..
Some more I might see his future might be living with poor slippers or whatever which is low. Why I would say this like a meanie or bitch because he does look like those having a low education and who is not good in studies. Only like to LEPAK! HELLO! Now what month?! No exams coming up meh? Still got time to lepak outside meh?! No need to revise ah?! or not even schooling? 8-) Some more, his outlook like very those LOW CLASS! NO standard.
I should have take picture when he did that and I 100% for sure going to post the picture up here. Too bad I didn't because I didn't bring my phone along as well.
GAH! I feel much better vomiting every each words in here about it. I know it smells BAD. I also smells it too ba.. but am pissed. Who doesn't if you were me?!
I don't know why am so concern about this kind of kid. Why am so mind about it? It has nothing to do with me ma. But because it offended me with his actions towards me. Impossible that he do that to other people which I saw he is exactly pointing his middle finger at me. If not, got person at the back of the car meh? I was in the car. If not, got person beside the car meh? My bro even saw it la.
Sorry la readers, if you get offended by me. As I already stated at the beginning of this post that this is going to be dreadful one and so don't mind me!
Lastly, he is such an ASSHOLE and a SUCKER! |
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| aliciajanee ♥ 10:11 PM |
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I almost dropped my mouth when I just saw a friend of mine said there is lalat (flies; chang ying) in here wor~ HAHA. I think I should put some frogs in here temporary until I back on track with my blogging. :P
You may ask why frogs?
Because frogs eat lalat and when the frogs eat the lalat while it digest in frog's stomach.. here would be fresh and clean~
*inhale* - *exhale* and say, "Aaaaaaaaaaaaahh~"
Lame, I know.. *laughs*
Examining now ba~ 3 papers down and 4 more papers to go~ Huhuu~
GAMBATEH!
I'll be free and fly like a bird on 8 Nov after 9.15am. You may have a look outside from your window to see me flying through and wave at you.. if you are lucky to see me.. LOL
*jokes* till next time~ :) |
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| aliciajanee ♥ 4:39 PM |
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I have found a research something from the net yesterday..
*copy*
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*paste*
So, here goes. It is a pretty long one..
What is it that makes a friend a friend? Why are there so many different levels involved in friendships? Think about it; think of all the people that you consider a friend. Now take those people and break them up into the “levels of friendship” that they fall under.
What truly is the difference between a best friend and a friend? Is there a difference between friend and acquaintance? What about comrade and friend? There are so many different versions of the word friend, with each one consisting of a different standard. Do we really even need friends? Is it true that no matter how good a friend is, in the long run he or she will hurt you every once in awhile and all you can do is take it? Life is based on friendships, and not just in the human race. Look at every single animal, they to work together, live together, and depend on each other. Why? Why is life so focused on this subject? And why can’t friends co-exist on a project without wanting to kill each other?
Why are there so many of these so called levels of friendship? Why is there a difference between a friend and an acquaintance, when a friend has to start out as an acquaintance? That should not be so hard to comprehend.
When you meet a stranger and something clicks with this person and yourself, you just made an acquaintance. Or did you just make a friend? But even if you made an acquaintance, there is always the chance that that person will become a friend with due time. And then what happens? That friend can become something new. Just like the every living thing on this planet, relationships evolve into something new.
You have this friend now, but what are you going to do with this friend? You play with this friend, you talk with this friend, you can do whatever you want with this friend because he or she is your friend and they will be with you until the end. But then as time goes by that relationship with this person has to change just like you do and every other living thing. But where does this relationship go?
Now that friend can become a best friend, a confidant, a lover, etc. But then again this friend can become an enemy, or go back to being an acquaintance, or even back to being a total stranger. Now if the friendship goes down the latter end of the evolution cycle, that relationship dies or has to be rebuilt. If it goes down one of the first roads, then now you have a new type of friend that will once again evolve.
A lover can be come a spouse, a best friend can become a lover, a confidant, or go down the path of no return. As like the best friend the confidant can go the same path. I am pretty sure you are getting the picture. But why are there so many roads? Why so many levels? Why do friendships have to change? Why do they have to end? There are people like myself who label a friend a friend for life. You are forever a part of our lives until we no longer exist, or until you do something harmful to us of ones we care about.
Are the labels needed? I mean an acquaintance stays an acquaintance for so long until he or she becomes a friend or goes back to being a stranger. Once a friend always a friend. So do we really need to label the rest? But then again, can you tell any of your friends everything that goes on in your life? How about you thoughts on certain people or topics? Can you do the same thing with all your friends? I guess not. So in a way do we label them to organize our lives so we know who we go to during which situations? What happens when you and this friend lose contact?
For people like myself, are these people still friends or just a memory? I can not answer why there are levels to friendships, but I can say that drama and support are always guaranteed. These levels sure help with knowing you who have by your side but at the same time they can be trouble.
When we accept people into our lives as friends, we hold them near our hearts. But the second they become a best friend, they somewhat own you and you own them. Think about this, when a person lets you down is it more depressing when it is a friend or a best friend? Which hurts more?
The best friend is suppose to know you inside and out, but they too will drop the ball and let you down; and when they do it hurts like no other. But then again, when you have that person that knows you inside and out you feel like you can do anything. All is within reach because you have someone at your side. Let’s say that we do not label a best friend a best friend and just call them a friend. If that person lets you down, will it hurt just the same when they let you down? Will you still feel like you can do anything?
A friend is just a person that you allow into your life, to enjoy life alongside you. A friend has similar interests and/or thinks like you. Two, three, etc peas in a pod. You and your circle of friends are a pack. It is not the same without one of you and you evolve with every new addition. A friend is that person that you knock on their door and ask if they can come out to play. A friend is that person that looks out for you. A friend is that person that sits at your right side. A best friend is just that person or persons that are closer to your right side then the rest. But they too do the things that a friend does, but possibly does a little more for you…
Remember that the door is always open..
That is the end.
But if at any point you feel like it is saying that people only have one friend or one best friend, this was not the intention. It is just no need to make everything plural.
Make sense. Well, I agrees with the writer. Don't you? Unfortunately, a few questions could not be answered right away. Questions are left unanswered, perhaps.
hmmms..
Before I end this post, I was happy to hear that my fellow friend, EDMUND CHIN, who has just came back from PARIS! Welcome back to KB, friend! HAHAHA! Am like a reporter welcoming my friend back home. Haha! Snaps! No big deal about it. Great that he's safe back home mah! And its has been a while since we meet and also others of my friends. You know who you are. :)
Okay, back on the track..
OMGGGG! My gad! PARISSSSSSS yo! :D
It sure is AWESOME! I jealous eh, haha!
Here's a vid of Edmund shuffling when he is in Paris. ;)
Great one, KueyMo!
Lastly and once again,
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| aliciajanee ♥ 9:16 PM |
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| Thursday, October 16, 2008 |
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Huhuhuu!! I was suppose to go Excapade for dinner at 9pm. Waited until 9pm and my brother had his tuition finished. Then, head to Excapade with family around 9.15pm+ while there was strong lightnings striking again and again. SEKALII! When reach Excapade entrance,
POOPPP!
It was blackout! Gosh, luckily, we didn't go in earlier. If not, we could have sit there waiting to order the food and there goes the blackout. Huhuhu! Missed Excapade for the night. Why? WHy? WHY?! Excapade don't want me to go eat their sushis ler! Hmphh! Never mind, there's always a tomorrow. :D
So, since we didn't go to Excapade, we driving around KB's town area to see any restaurants have the generator electricity. So far, spotted one restaurant only, Thai Bucanner. The restaurant not ngam (suitable) for my brother so we head back home and cook mee(s) to eat for dinner. Huhu. Well, its alright. Am still full now. Huhuhu!
Anyways,
“No, no!” I scream at myself in my head.
They’ve forgotten about me I think
They’ve moved on…
But they couldn't have.
They’re my closest friends.
No.
Yes?
They never talk to me.
“No!”
They never bother calling or email or writing.
“They do care!”
They talk to me every other two weeks or so…
Like we were never that close…
Like we never actually loved each other.
I could make an effort myself, but where would that get me? They’re never home.
I’m so scared that they’ve forgotten me.
Memories flash threw my head, like pouring salt onto my wound.
Twisting the knife that I myself shoved into my gut.
Seeing pictures of them just feels worse.
They look so happy.
so happy without me
It’s unfair.
They don’t try.
I haven’t seen them in so long…
I don’t know what’s going on in their lives.
Like we just met.
Like we barely know each other’s names.
What happened to us?
We’re always so damn busy.
I’m home when they’re not.
They’re home when I’m not.
This hurts like hell.
Friendships are supposed to last.
I miss you guys.
FRIENDSHIPS ARE MEANT TO LAST.(?)
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| aliciajanee ♥ 11:30 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 15, 2008 |
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Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
This song means a lot to me. Lyrics are so true. A song something about a part of me that I couldn't put into words until I found this songs. ♥ |
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| aliciajanee ♥ 7:17 PM |
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Wa wa waah! It has been days I didn't blog. Do you miss me? Don't hide hide la. I know you do. Eheheh! :P
Final exams will fall on 29th October until 9th November. Another 2 more weeks, 2 weeks time! Wake up to those who haven't start revising! Open your books/files/notes and start studying! There's no time to lose!
*inhale* *exhale*
I haven't really start revising too. Be aware, there's a lot to study lo. Don't play play!
Business lah, lots of theory to read, understand, remember and to be write down to essay. How to get credit for business studies? Not even once I passed it before. =X
Math, still got hope. I need to practise more on M1 to understand and P1 to familiarise.
Accounting, still got a little but of hope. Boleh la! I have to remember all the methods of accounts.
Put here, put there, debit that, debit this, credit this and that, minus this, minus that, add this, add that, times that, times this, divide this and that.. 0123456789.. Wwooooooww!
*inhale* *exhale*
Stress, stress..
Ohh! I have finished watching Moonlight Resonance last week. Best best best! *thumbs up* :D
Now, am waiting Gossip Girl episode 6. I know its out already. I watch the advertisement from Astro that the, 90210 show is out soon on Nov 4. Looks like its an interesting one as it is about teenage life's too.
I can't wait for my holidays! I can't wait to go vacation..! I want fun, I want go crazy, lol? Well, its been a while though. I think am BORING(?)! Sad lahh.
I wanna get the hell out from it!
Last Saturday, 11/10/08, I went to Leng's 18Th birthday party. It was a blast and a great one! Thanks lots to Leng for throwing such a memorable party.
all with the prewty birthday girl..
with Pei Shi and Janice.. =D
again Pei Shi.. spotted Wen Siang.
Wondering how to celebrate mine..? =/
Good Luck and all the best to all friends who are taking A'Level, AS'Level, O'Level and coming up final exams. |
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| aliciajanee ♥ 5:29 PM |
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Ah J: Wa wa wa! Lei tai pin gor lei jorrr! (Wa, you see who is coming!)
Ah B: Pin gor ahh?! (Who?!)
Ah Me: Hai ngo ahh! Alicia Jie/Mui ah! (It's me! Alicia Sister) - LOL!
Ah Pat: Zan ge?!?! (Really?!) :D
Ah Me: Hai ya! Hai gei tak ngo mou? (Yes, remember me?) :D
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*Cut Cut Cut!!!*
"NoNo! Not good! More Energy ah!"
"Hai lak!(Yes!) E-N-E-R-G-Y, ENERGY"
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"CUT CUT CUTTT! I SAID CUT!"
Okay, enough of that. LOL. Oh, am feeling a bit headache and tired. I have just finished watching 5 episodes in a row for the whole afternoon just now. Well, just recently, I watched half of the Hong Kong drama few days ago. The drama is Moonlight Resonance. And I haven't finish watching it. Another 15 more episodes to watch. Eeehehe! :D
Really NAICE(nice) to watch! Anger, sad, happy, family, love, all also have. But mostly it was all about the happenings in the family. Zan hai hou hou tai ge! :D It means, really nice to watch.
Sorry I didn't update ler. Chill Chill. Am here now.
So so, today is the second day of the last term of school after having 3 weeks of holidays. And yes..
Selamat Hari Raya! to all Muslims friends.
=)
Well, I think I might not blog that often. I have to concentrate revising for my final exams. Its soon soon lo! Not enough time tu. So yeah, I might less blogging already. Don't worry, I'll be back. And I was told that final exams is in another 2 more weeks(if there's no any changes). But I haven't got my final exams timetable lo.
Em gan yui. Dang dik lai, dang dik lai~ (Never mind, be patient~)
Last week, holidays, I can't recall everything what I've did. I'll just summarize a bit. I went to Bandar with Heidi, Mann and Ryan and met 2 Bandarian(Nice to meet you). Speaking of Ryan, he had already left Brunei and back to KL. Ryan, take care! And I went to attend Kevin's 19th birthday celebration by his brothers and friends.
With Mann, Heidi and Ryan at Bandar.
More pictures during Kevin's birthday celebration at Minna and Xin. There is more in Facebook too.
Speaking of birthday, today,
Happy Birthday, Daddy!
I love you mucho mucho!
♥♥♥
I guess this is all. I gotta have my sweet bath and get ready for a dinner with my beloved father. Then I have to rush to revise my Mechanics chapters. I have P4 test tomorrow.
Take care, all. =) |
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| aliciajanee ♥ 5:00 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 1, 2008 |
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THE SELF
[01] Real name: ALICIA JANE SIU LEE SUN
[02] Nickname: ALICIA, ALICE, LIZ, LEE SUN, SWEETHEART? :P
[03] Married: NOPE.
[04] Zodiac Sign: SAGITTARIUS
[05] Gender: FEMALE
[06] Age: 17
[07] High school: ST. MARGARET'S
[08] College: SMSA [NOW]
[09] Height: I DON'T KNOW, 150 - 160?
[10] Weight: 47kg
[11] Do you like yourself: YES
[12] Piercings: 4
[13] Right or left: RIGHT
[14] Are you a freak: NO, ARE YOU?
[15] Hair: BROWN/BLACK AND SHOULDER LENGTH.
[16] Skin: BROWN? YELLOWISH? YELLOW-BROWN? BROWN-YELLOW?
[17] Allergic: SEAFOOD.. .. .. .. .. ..
[18] What are you doing now: ANSWERING QUESTION NO.18
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: LUNCH? OR STILL BLOGGING THIS POST
[20] What will you do 10 years later: WORKING, I GUESS.
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: PARENTS
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: ME
[24] Youngest: BROTHER
[25] Love/hate your family: LOVE TO THE MAX
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: UH?
[27] If yes, who is he/she: HIM
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: AH? I THINK ABOUT IT LATER
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: -
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): UH?
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): YA
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: MAYBE? SOMETIMES?
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: AM NOT TELLING YOU
[34] Ever argue with your other half: UP AND DOWNS
[35] You with your other half since: SOMEDAY
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: STRAIGHT
[37] Reasons you love your other half: :)
[38] You and your other half in which stage: ..?
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: BOTH? -_____-
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: WOW!
THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: THERE ARE A FEW
[42] Your first enemy: SHE THE BITCH
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): MY MOM, CAN?
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): -____-
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: ALL MY BOYFRIENDS
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: BITCHY
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: LIARS, HEARTLESS, CARE OF THEMSELVES ONLY, NOT LOYAL, DIRTY, LAKO?
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: YEAH, DURING YOUNGER TIMES
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: O.o
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: I DON'T GIVE A DAMN
[52] If your friend betray you: YOU'LL LOSE ME
[53] If your friend woo your lover: SHE SHOULD KNOW WHAT'S SHOULDN'T DO
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: OH?
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: JUST SMILE
THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: YES!, *NOD HEAD**NOD HEAD**NOD HEAD*
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: TRYING TO.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: UH? LOVE GURU? LOL
[59] Always late to school/college: ALWAYS ON TIME LEI.
[60] Your class: PREU1/H1
[61] You love your seniors: RESPECT THEM
[62] Seniors who you love the most: UGH..
[63] Your classmates good/bad: SO FAR THEY ARE GOOD LO
[64] Excellent result classmate: THE PERSON WHO ANSWERING THIS QUESTION LO
[65] Laziest classmate: EVERYONE
THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: EVERYONE
[67] Stupid people: EVERY STUPID ONE
[68] Good looking people: EVERYONE
[69] Ugly people: EVERY UGLY ONE
[70] Funny people: EVERYONE
[71] Cute people: EVERYONE
[72] Bad people: EVERYONE
[73] Honest people: EVERY HONEST ONE
[74] Acting people: EVERY ACTOR AND ACTRESS ONE
[75] You are what kind of people: EVERY KIND ONE
THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: I WOULD LIKE TO SAY BOTH BUT I THINK LIPS
[77] Hugs or kisses: XOXO
[78] Shorter or taller: CONSIDER SHORTER?
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: BOTH 50%, 50%
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: -___- NICE ARMS?
[81] Listener or Talker: LISTENER?
[82] Romantic or rich: ROMANTIC-RICH
[83] Good husband or good father: BOTH
THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 2x?
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2/3? O.O
[86] Career: MUSICIAN? MUSIC PRODUCER? ACCOUNTANT? BUSINESSWOMAN? LOL
[87] Salary: 1XX,XXX ABOVE
[88] Retirement age: STILL LEARN TO THINK ABOUT IT
[89] Properties value: BEST BEST BEST BEST
[90] Wishes: :)
THE VICTIMS
[91] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[92] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[93] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[94] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[95] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[96] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[97] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[98] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[99] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS
[100] EVERYONE IN MY FRIENDS' LINKS |
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